October Tweet ‘09

What I have been tweeting throughout the 31 days of October:

• There’s a conscious picture of mutilation and free fall embedded in mind. Ain’t Freudian in nature. It’s against my wish, so I shook it off.
• I have not felt jealousy since a long time ago. Or perhaps, have I been desensitized to the point that my heart is as cold as stone?
• They say that girls are more sensitive, but why do they hurt me more than guys do?
• I am wearing a mask concealing all my tears inside.
• Thought I have something to prove. Now all my legacy is washed away.
• I should seriously review my conception of life. But for now, I shall be reviewing my course materials first.
• I am slowly killing myself. Ignored too many things during the recess week when I realize that I have so many things to be completed.
• Insomnia is kicking in again. This is not good! =(
• “I got a big ego, such a huge ego… I talk like this cause I can back it up.”
• I am too in touch with my super-ego that I pressured my id to the point of no return. No wonder I never truly had my wish fulfilled anymore.
• First MSN. Now FaceBook. Free the world from SPAM, please!
• I am sure as hell whoever on the next bathroom cubicle was getting off. I know that guys jerk off from time to time, but why so obvious? LOL
• 100th tweet!
• Been more than half a decade, but it doesn’t rule out the possibility that the mass media is still smartly disguised to manipulate our mind.
• When two luxurious cars collided, what we have is two people arguing over each other.
• I should stop pushing the “snooze” button and just wake up next time.
• I despise intrusive marketing practices with all the fibers in my soul.
• If you do not learn to love yourself for who you are, how can you expect others to do the same? Do realize that you are loved, dear.
• Why does it always have to fucking rain cats and dogs on a Friday? It hasn’t skipped one for the whole semester.
• Sick with Factiva staring back at me on the computer screen.
• Humanity started with shared values, but individual interests or unintended factors demand them to break free from the accepted standards.
• Or maybe everyone is unique and “standards” did not exist before humanity. It’s when humanity progresses that standards have to be revised.
• But what’s the driving force behind changes in humanity? Is it natural? Is it conditioned throughout ages to manifest as corrupted values?
• However, conditioning couldn’t have been initiated by anyone of us; which was once tied in the community. This defies causation principle.
• Alternative to the paradoxical fallacy would be that no one is the same. Might not be innate, but impossible to retain similarity as we age.
• Yes, it sucks to be a marginal man. You are an outlier no matter which camp you are socializing with.
• Intolerant lecturers who go too fast & too loud (like the horribly incomprehensible MB102 one) must be forced-opt to resign or take COM205!
• I am a wise thinker but I act like an immature child.
• I am convinced that the university administration does not understand the concept of public relations.